Today’s statement: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Yes, many times. As I have referred to previously my step-dad was the worst person in my life for a very long time. Like I said there were times when I would knock myself in the head in hopes to knock myself out and be away from all the pain. There was times when I would go into my bathroom and grab the ibuprofen bottle and pour a 10 of them in my hand at a time, I could never build up the courage to actually take them though. I was scared I would be successful and cause a lot of pain to my Mom and Dad. I hid my pain well in front of other people, they would of never suspected I was going through so much mental pain from Shawn. But, as I’ve also stated before, he is out of my life now and I would like to move on from that.
-JD
